# Pathetic Past
Saturday, September 28, 2019 / permalink
Have you ever:

Tried as much as you can to save a relationship/friendship but at the end of the day, they meant nothing. They don't see your effort and they don't appreciate all those sacrifices you've made.

Thought a person loved you cause they showed all those efforts and one night you just knew he/she had someone else. On the same night you were thinking why you were stupid all these times cause you didn't even realized he/she was toying with your hearts and feelings.

Cut a friendship off cause you think it was enough. You think you don't deserved the pain. But you still in pain cause they might not exist in real life but your mind surrounded by their existence.

Cried out in pain while driving. Cause you think it was unfair. To be hurt like that. Cause you have tried to understand them but they chose to make judgement on you without hearing you. They shut you because hearing you will be a burden.

Changed yourself for somebody else.

Lied to the right side cause you love the left side more.

Crushed by a fake hope given by somebody else only because you made a mistake.

Crushed by your own friend. You were hoping you could receive a text from someone you liked. Yes you did receive one. You were so happy but turned out, it was not coming from the person. It was from a friend who used the phone and thought it was fun trolling other people.

Heard somebody else bad mouthing you.

Be scolded in front of other people. Someone raised her voice in front of other people. You tried to be nice to the her, tried talking to her but she just a wild hyena, she can't be tamed.

People talked about you in different language cause they knew you wouldn't understand that. Talked about you as soon as you walked behind them. They stepped on you only because you chose to stay silent. You felt weak because you chose not to fight them.