# November
Friday, November 2, 2018 / permalink
2018 is coming to end. Like less than 2 months. Another year. Another struggle. Another pain. Another drama. Another life. Not sure what brings me next year. My love life is all ruined this year. I turn to 25. The max age to get married. Silly me. But I’m not writing this to show you guys how desperately I need someone in life. I mean, I really need it. It’s nice to have someone who will be there by your side, through ups and downs. Like a family. Like how my parents did to me. My new criteria for my future husband, of course to welcome me like a family. To accept me just the way I am. Hey stop! Im not writing about this.

It’s almost over kan 2018. So I’m just planning to be prepared for 2019. The better me. Before dia terkejut nak berubah, baik it starts from now kan. Satgi tetiba 2019 ahhh the new me the better me padia pastu kelaut.

2018 had been good and bad. Kalau 2017. Banyak incident tak menarik. 2018 was okay for me. In between. Chuck was been so good, he totally changed to a romantic guy i ever met. But im always an emotional bitch so I’ve lost him dah now so don’t you dare to ask siapa chuck. I landed 3 job for this year. All three are different job scopea and different nature of business. 1. Shop assistant at the kahwin kahwin one stop centre where I learned how to decorate hantaran, hamper, other stuff as well as mesti lah serving  the customers. 2. Operation assistant at a Pharmaceutical company where I inspect solid medicine like capsules and tablets and handling the packaging of the medicines. 3. Business development executive at a local company. Met few people and one of it, is germ. As for now, i have this not-so-new-adopted habit and I’m trying to destroy them. TAPI SUSAH! Hopefully it can be done by 2019 cause this one ni dah delays since 2017. The new me on 2019 is not that new. Just my old self masa belajar uni. I miss you gurl. Come back.