# undelivered messages
Thursday, March 24, 2016 / permalink
(just in case u read these)
i don't blame u
to be honest, i blame myself
100%
because i give u the chance
though i know the it's not gonna work
no.
i'm not expecting things like this. haha.
but i know and i could feel it's a not good idea
because i love you
loving you too much because u are my friend!
my best friend
too bad i just don't realized that
ha-ha.
"the love was there since we were friends"
i trust you
because i could see your kindness
in your madness
or even in your silliness
and it's a beautiful thing
that's why i open my heart for you
because my eyes are blind by your kindness
"reason not to wait for 2 damn years"
i'm sorry
for being a failure
for being egoistic
for saying i don't need you
when the fact i don't need your 'insanity'
"truth"
i have to
stop from doing things i dislike
stop from repeating the same mistakes
stop from crawling back to you
"stop the insanity"
so here's for you
i miss us
not sure the old us or the real us
back then when we weren't selfish
back then when i was lost
back then when i need help
back then when i was in trouble
back then when i knew i can count on you
back then when you lend your ears
back then when i wanted some food!
omg cereal picnic! (thing i missed the most)
back then when no one else care
"won't get the same thing twice"
remember
i'll always be there for you
though i pushed you away
though i said i don't need you
though i'm probably different
take care
and be kind as always
because i love that
love, -l.
i don't blame u
to be honest, i blame myself
100%
because i give u the chance
though i know the it's not gonna work
no.
i'm not expecting things like this. haha.
but i know and i could feel it's a not good idea
because i love you
loving you too much because u are my friend!
my best friend
too bad i just don't realized that
ha-ha.
"the love was there since we were friends"
i trust you
because i could see your kindness
in your madness
or even in your silliness
and it's a beautiful thing
that's why i open my heart for you
because my eyes are blind by your kindness
"reason not to wait for 2 damn years"
i'm sorry
for being a failure
for being egoistic
for saying i don't need you
when the fact i don't need your 'insanity'
"truth"
i have to
stop from doing things i dislike
stop from repeating the same mistakes
stop from crawling back to you
"stop the insanity"
so here's for you
i miss us
not sure the old us or the real us
back then when we weren't selfish
back then when i was lost
back then when i need help
back then when i was in trouble
back then when i knew i can count on you
back then when you lend your ears
back then when i wanted some food!
omg cereal picnic! (thing i missed the most)
back then when no one else care
"won't get the same thing twice"
remember
i'll always be there for you
though i pushed you away
though i said i don't need you
though i'm probably different
take care
and be kind as always
because i love that
love, -l.
