# thank you lord
Wednesday, February 17, 2016 / permalink
alhamdulillah
mum cried.
she hugged me.
this was her wish.
alhamdulillah
finally.
after 2 years.
then only sampai rezeki
after so many heart breaks.
tears.
longing for You Lord.
alhamdulillah
#bestfeeling
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alhamdulillah jugak.
finally after several months.
lol
finally Allah dah tunjukkan jalannya. ya ampun.
ended. like everything
the friendship. the thing i dislike. the argument. semua.
alhamdulillah.
though quite sad over how this friendship ended. like u know he was one of the best people. just sedih lah i wont get the same thing dah after this. the time. the arts. the buka. the teman.
bcs to me.
tah lah i cant pretend like nothing happened.
i cant pretend. cant act nothing.
ada some kind of hatred. not that i hate you pun.
i dont hate people. but tah.
like a barrier.
i dont put on high hope pun dengan apa nak jadi lepas ni since i know i wont get or feel or recieved the same thing twice.
so yah.
rip our old good times as friend. as my bestfriend.
thank you for everything.
your kindness. your birthday present when i was 16. your effort. your real madness. your black and white. your real you when u were effortless, when u were not even care.
macam budak kecik kan buang buang kawan.
its not that buang just im done.
aku akan kawan je dengan dia.
aku kawan je dengan orang yg pernah buat hal
i can laugh. i can still talk to the person. still can lepak. respecting the good old times we had.
just to act macam dulu tu tak lah.
just tak macam dulu lah. like nooo.
dont ever repeat the mistake.
-
one thing lah.
aku bukan jenis begging for so many times
though it's quite hard to let go
but ill try my best
bcs i know at the end ill survive
and aku jenis yg kalau kau buat hal
kau selfish.
kau fikir diri kau sendiri without even thinking apa aku fikir apa aku buat
im done.
after several arguments im just done.
im capable of ignoring people
capable of turning into so egoistic creature (though i know at the end it will kill myself)
but just fikir lah theres no point to care if people doesnt even know how to appreciate you.
-
sorry for everything
sorry cus im so complicated as fuck
sorry if i ever so hard to understand
sorry if i ever so easy to let go
mum cried.
she hugged me.
this was her wish.
alhamdulillah
finally.
after 2 years.
then only sampai rezeki
after so many heart breaks.
tears.
longing for You Lord.
alhamdulillah
#bestfeeling
-
alhamdulillah jugak.
finally after several months.
lol
finally Allah dah tunjukkan jalannya. ya ampun.
ended. like everything
the friendship. the thing i dislike. the argument. semua.
alhamdulillah.
though quite sad over how this friendship ended. like u know he was one of the best people. just sedih lah i wont get the same thing dah after this. the time. the arts. the buka. the teman.
bcs to me.
tah lah i cant pretend like nothing happened.
i cant pretend. cant act nothing.
ada some kind of hatred. not that i hate you pun.
i dont hate people. but tah.
like a barrier.
i dont put on high hope pun dengan apa nak jadi lepas ni since i know i wont get or feel or recieved the same thing twice.
so yah.
rip our old good times as friend. as my bestfriend.
thank you for everything.
your kindness. your birthday present when i was 16. your effort. your real madness. your black and white. your real you when u were effortless, when u were not even care.
macam budak kecik kan buang buang kawan.
its not that buang just im done.
aku akan kawan je dengan dia.
aku kawan je dengan orang yg pernah buat hal
i can laugh. i can still talk to the person. still can lepak. respecting the good old times we had.
just to act macam dulu tu tak lah.
just tak macam dulu lah. like nooo.
dont ever repeat the mistake.
-
one thing lah.
aku bukan jenis begging for so many times
though it's quite hard to let go
but ill try my best
bcs i know at the end ill survive
and aku jenis yg kalau kau buat hal
kau selfish.
kau fikir diri kau sendiri without even thinking apa aku fikir apa aku buat
im done.
after several arguments im just done.
im capable of ignoring people
capable of turning into so egoistic creature (though i know at the end it will kill myself)
but just fikir lah theres no point to care if people doesnt even know how to appreciate you.
-
sorry for everything
sorry cus im so complicated as fuck
sorry if i ever so hard to understand
sorry if i ever so easy to let go
