# internship
Tuesday, February 16, 2016 / permalink
hi assalamualaikum.
alhamdulillah. now dah habis sebulan internship. or praktikal lah. alhamdulillah. yay another 1 month. aku berani suggest lah untuk intern kat Pejabat SUK Negeri Sembilan (PSUKNS). for now. it's a wonderful experience. hahahahaha. kerja banyak. kadangkadang sama. kadangkadang berbeza. sampai aku jadi cam ok lah nak cheat sikit because tanak ada kerja. lol. too bad aku takda allowance. tapi ada je yg dapat allowance eh. siapa yg masuk awal tahun tu kau dapat lah allowance.
so far kerja aku buat melibatkan bidang pengurusan sumber manusia. even tak detail macam other civil servants tapi at least kita ada belajar lah sikit sikit kan. haha. like key in data (mostly melibatkan excel), filing, prepare kursus, sijil penyertaan kursus, urusan pendaftaran emmm tak ingat dah banyak je biasanya oh! buat laporan sometimes aku pergi unit lain. belajar pengurusan aset kerajaan. camtu lah lebih kurang.
kadang kadang kan. ada makanan free! on my first and second day dah ada makan free! hahaha best. then selalunya tatau lah rezeki kan, asal jumaat je dapat makan free ((: best lah hahahhahaha aku suka doh. tp it's actually depending on the unit or jabatan itself. sometimes they make a ceremony or farewell ke or birthday celebrations ke so yes dapat lah kita tumpang. hihi. thank you.
then apa yg cam kelakar sikit sebenarnya bila orang orang kat sini ada yg kenal ayah kau like haha kelakar lah. cam terasa dunia ni kecik. tapi at the same time rasa takut jugak. sebab takut kita tak kenal org tu tp dia boleh kenal parents kita kan. like what if terbuat something yg malukan parents huargh (overthinking) so i better behave tp mostly tak boleh pun behave. pasal kawan kawan abah ni cam ada tu baru tengok muka je dah boleh agak dah. ada yg baru bitau nama abah dia dah boleh tau which sallehudin. lol lah. yg kadang kadang scarynya bila kau balik lambat kau tak sedar pun ada kawan ayah kau perhatikan kau. tp esoknya dia pergi ckp kat kawan kau yg dia nampak aku balik lewat. lol. again.
hmmm.
other than that. working life is totally lifeless tau. hahahahahahaha. i mean even my job is not as hard as other civil servants kan. tp still lah weh. penat yg cam entah. bukan physical but mental. aku banyak menghadap komputer je biasa nya so yes cam terasa penat sikit pandang skrin. so setiap hari pun by 9pm dah mengantuk and by 10pm dah tidur. so in order to ada life lah sikit, korbankan rasa penat just to lepak sometimes. tp what is life actually? life sebenarnya tak semestinya having fun. so you yourself determine ur own definition of life okay (:
so that's all kot.
actually now takda kerja. so i tend to write anything yg aku ingat bcs aku sangat pelupa. this intership thingy though aku tak berapa suka sangat (not because of the surrounding ke apa) just tak suka bcs aku rasa this is not my kind of passion kot working at the office and all. tapi internship is actually a good thing if kau dapat tempat yg betul, yg bebetul ajar kau apa yg kau patut belajar. alhamdulillah for this place. rasa cam syukur lah dengar cakap abah. (abah knows best).
hahahahahhaha ok tetiba nak sambung cerita.
at first, i asked my dad to help me regarding internship ni. aku nak kat jkr kalau boleh tp suddenly jkr tak amek jurusan aku. then my dad refused to help me so i had to do it by myself. i was fine je. so i was thinking to intern in melaka (since i was sick of seremban and pd, i feel like going outta there). aku tak mintak lah sukns since aku nak tunggu jawapan from melaka sbb aku bebetul nak intern sana. so i was waiting for the approval. tetiba my dad asked my resume and surat uitm semua then tup tup he sent all by himself eh. out of sudden dpt call drpd sukns asking me the answer dalam phone tu jugak. lol. and cakap ada pakcik semua. i was like bergaduh sekejap lah sebab orang tu mintak jawapan masa on the phone tau. dah lah bising sebab takda allowance semua. lol lah. aku tunggu melaka. then i said i need to bincang with my parents first. sebab mcm tetiba gila lah. aku nak melaka tp yg tetiba sampai yg negeri sembilan yg aku ayah aku handle. hahahahahhaa. then my mum said, terima jelah kalau tak kesian lah abah dah settle kan hal aku semua. then i said yes jelah. alhamdulillah. cam tak menyesal pun dengar cakap orang tua. lol
tp due to that, some of my friends cakap aku still tak independent. lol. kesian sangat ah. dah lah sebab aku tinggal dgn parents kawan aku cakap aku tak berdikari. tak boleh berdikari. tak reti berdikari. ni sebab intern ayah handle pun kawan cakap tak independent. LOL. tp sebenarnya mmg banyak benda pun ayah aku tlg. hahahahahahha. so whatever u say. i dont care :P
okay lah. thats all.
betul betul thats all.
goodbye (;
