# Babe
Monday, July 20, 2015 / permalink
Selamat hari raya Muslims!
Yay today is raya keempat and I just got back from pahang. Maksud aku semalam lah baru balik. Malam semalam sampai. Bila tahu orang nak datang today, mencicit lah kemas rumah semua orang.
After family abang ran datang,... Jeng Jeng Jeng.
Babe datang dengan family dia!
She was sleeping. Then bila terbangun mula lah dia cam nak mengamuk. But me as her mum tahu lah how to handle her hahahahahah bajet gila lah doh 😂 and she was okay then. We spent our time together. Tayah ah cita apa kan hahaha then we took pictures before balik. And i gave her our picture together from instax. Pastu dah balik dah. Dia bantai menangis dalam kereta. Kak ila dok whatsapp dia meraung peluk gambar semua ya Allah. Apa lah nak jadi. Rasa sayu sangat. Rasa cam nak drive sana jumpa! It was sad to see her macam tu.

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Hahahahahha kalau nak cerita sedih. Tbh like bila sesetengah malam memang aku menangis menangis menangis teringat kat babe and cica. Kadangkadang sampai jadi syahdu sangat malam malam emo sebab rindu. Jadi cam rasa terkenang 😂 alahai lawak betul. Certain things memang buat rasa rindu sangat. Probably sebab dah biasa sama sama. Kena marah lagi belum cakap. Hahaha. Tah lah doh tp memang dah anggap babe macam anak sendiri. Kadangkadang apa yg dia cakap tu buat jadi rindu and sedih. Bila jauh lagi jadi taleh buat apa apa. Except dapat tweet and berdoa diorang baikbaik saja 😊 Tp sebenarnya perangai budak kecik sumpah sweet. Sweeter than anyone. Apa diorang buat is ikhlas yg kita yakin ikhlas sebab diorang jenis jujur terus. Apa diorang cakap. Apa diorang buat. Semuanya kita tahu daripada diri dia sendiri. Tulus. So rasa sangat sangat happy bahagia and sayang. So much love. Noo aku bukan suka budak tp these kids bebetul dah anggap cam anak sendiri so dah terlebih sayang. So much love.
Awww okay im started to feel sad now. 😔


  


Sabar sayang.
Don't cry. Don't be sad. If we have to cry let me cry. Let me feel the sadness. Let me bear the pain. Alone. Cus u're still a kid and u need to enjoy ur life as a kid. Be happy. Enjoy the happiness. Dont cry now baby.
U will always be my fav Lil girl
Sayang.
Dont worry kl isn't far. U still can whatsapp me. Hehe. Remember u are always my daughter so u dont have to cry. Nana will always be there for you bcs I love you more than u could imagine.
-If and only if I can say those things to her-

❤nana💜