# my precious sayang
Wednesday, July 16, 2014 / permalink
Assalamualaikum

So recently saya banyak spend masa kat kanakkanak riang dan comel sekitar 4-6 tahun. Saya cikgu tadika. Hihi. Actually entri harini bukan nak cerita sangat pasal cikgu tadika. Haha tadika was okay. During my first day i was quite nervous but yet excited gila. Bila sampai rasa macam nak cubit or peluk sorangsorang budak tu. They are adorable. Sangat sangat adorable. Even nakal ke apa. Ada side which i can see very naive, pure and really need an attention. Haha. Rasa cam tanak kerja bila dah anak. I wanna raise them. I wanna give my full attention. Just like my mum did. Hihi. So dah lari topik.

I was actually missing my babe too much
Haha been crying non stop. Hahahahaha lawak. That's why i feel like writing sebab i just wanna let it out. Hahaha now baru okay. Well.. Since jadi cikgu tadika obviously i spent my time with those kids. Tengah hari i helped the other teachers making art craft and so on then that was the time betulbetul nak layan beberapa orang hihi. Obviously as a kid mestilah jenis tak memahami, nak attention, nak cepat, nak mengadu tapi takpa lah hahah i dont mind pun. For now lah idk later how pulak kan. Sometimes i felt like calling them sayang macam aku panggil babe. Haha. Tapi tah lah macam kena tahan cus that sayang is too precious i can only call my babe sayang for now. Haha. Tapi mulut ringan. Kelakarnya adalah for sure this love isn't something as deep as what i feel. Kelakarnya i love her too much padahal dia anak orang. Selalu ingatkan diri sendiri. Lol. Sometimes layan babe macam anak sendiri so i guess sebab tulah. Dah 3 tahun jaga. Haha even i was in merbok everytime ibu call mestilah aku akan paksa dia cakap nana sayang enot. When i was in seremban, dia suruh balik sebab dia kata dia sorangsorang. Hahahaha too many memories. Gaduh lagi belum cakap. I watched her growing up jadi cantik macam sekarang. That's why i cant control myself. Kak ila maaf ye psycho haha tapi sayang dia sebab dia budak yg pandai. Pandai amek hati orang, pandai belajar, tak banyak kerenah. Hihi.

Oh!
Back to the tadika. Haha bebudak kat rumah call me nana. Nana je. Bila sampai tadika... Haha diorang panggil cikgu rasa macan awkward and rasa nak bahasakan nana je dgn diorang hihi. Yes sorang budak cakap aku garang. Hahaha it happened when dia nakal and tanak solat and buat adik dia nangis and pukul kepala kakak dia. Haha apa lah. Tapi since i used to jaga budak so treat them equally kalau rasa salah aku bebel jelah. Hihi.

Sayang,
I hope i can tell, how many kids i spend my time with, u will always be my favorite baby
Remember, nana sayang babe.
😭😖😩😢