# 2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011 / permalink
HYE ITS NEW YEAR,
my 31/12/11 ends with tragedy
which tragedy that i wont ever forget, well,
its all about friends, relationship, emotions, sadness and depression
i dont have the mood to talk with berbrader,
why this new year make me sad?
1. one of my bestfriend is going to PLKN, betulbetul on 1/1/2012. i dont know bila lah dapat jumpe dia since she will be there for 3 months,. yea i know mesti lah public holiday dia balik,. tuntutan kerja ni semua boleh ke bawak aku kat dia? hmmm, just wait and see jelah (':
2. its bout one of my bestfriends too. her name is nasreen. she's moving to kedah like forever,. her parents have built a new big and beautiful home kat sana. since restaurant dia kat pd dah bg kat sedara dia so dia focus kat restaurant kat kedah. hmmm. so sad. i know dia akan datang 14/1/2012 ni but yea sure mcm boleh jumpe dia. i would like to give her a present. hmmm. but aku still tatau apa.
3. kenapa aku rasa mcm tak penting dah? entahlah. perasaan aku je kot. hehe
4. aku tau dgn tulisan blog aku, ada orang yg pernah sakit hati till buat benda childish gila tak matured dgn aku. aku nak mintak maaf tentang tu. aku harap kau fikir tentang hbngan tentang masa akan datang, apa pendapat kau? semuanya akan jadik sejarah jugak kan?
5. aku menyesal dgn spm aku, haha. what to do,. past is past. tp malu aku mcm mana? ):
antara semua ni,
aku tau satu benda yg boleh buat aku puas hati.
im not goin to school for bout several month. hehe. sampai lah amek result. buku text pun dah hantar, so aku tak terikat dgn sekolah. now, terikat dgn kerja,.
im happy with my work, its because of money and experience. berharga tau! but somehow ada yg tak puas hati, kawan pun dah lain,
harihari kerja tak sama dgn sekolah. kau hargai lah sekolah. where dlm satu kelas kau semua sebaya, so takda sapa boleh tunjuk terer and takda sapa boleh pijak kaki sesiapa.
and kerja,. kau kena campur dgn semuanya. tak kira expert, senior or whatevs,. diowg yg rasa diowg bagus akan ajar kita dgn cara yg tak sama dgn bdk kelas kita ajar kita subjek yg kita bongok gila tauuu.. maybe they think they're good enough. certain workers yg baik hati and rasional dgn tindakan akan fhm tentang perasaan org lain. ada satu dua tu hanya tau marahmarah and ckp lepas,. maybe they think they're older than us kot. so, suka hati lah nak arah ke apa.
its work. so kau nak tanak buat jelah, kalau tak haram lah gaji kau, masa tu baru kau fikir tentang nak buat jahat tak boleh sbb duit gaji tu kena suci sesuci nya. even geram mana pun kat pelanggan mmg dah tnggungjawab kan. hahahahaha.
what the hell? aku cerita pasal apa ni? nak tidur siut aku tulis.
aku dah pergi dengar ceramah memandu. insyaAllah, aku akan buat ujian undang nanti (:
doakan aku. aku harap cpt dpt lesen. aku nak dtg melaka tgk si ifah n ain kat plkn
lepas tu, aku nak bawak diorg g melaka after diorg dah habis plkn
:D
aku sayang keluarga aku, sedara aku, kawan aku,
busuk mana pun korang, aku harap 2012 masih sempat korang bersama dgn aku,
hehe,
masih sempat aku nak tengok muka sorangsorang,
kita tatau ajal maut ni semua datang bila kan? hehehehehehe.
even korg jauh aku harap kau tak lupakan aku. hikhik. maybe aku akan kot sbb aku ni otak org tua. pelupa sikit. hahahaha. mana ada. mainmain je.
aku harap 2012 memberi sinar untuk kita semua ea (':
thnx for giving me anything. hehe. i mean semua memori indah tak indah. i wish you akan appreciate me till when when lah kot kan. ahahaha. and owg harap 2012 tahun yg bermakna untuk you. hahaha. owg still ingat mcm mana owg jatuh basikal masa tu. hahaha. cemas ayam. though owg tak ingat camna boleh rapat balik, but now u're listed as someone that is so important to me.. haha. owg harap you can be anything to me, i mean as a best friend where can listen to me when i wanna talk to, mcm ifah. as a caring person yg care for me like my family. hehe. as a joker when im sad,. as a teacher that will teach me anything that owg tak reti. hahaha. anything lah. cheese (:
love
2011 is leaving,
assalamualaikum (:
